I hate my life so confused?

I ******* hate my life. I have terrible grades but I'm very smart I just can't do ****. I can't do my damn hw. I have terrible add and OCD and I'm on zoloft but it hasnt taken effect yet (only 3 weeks). I'm going to get a prescription for adderall soon, but I just can't do anything. My dad doesn't believe that I have add and thinks it's not an excuse, which it's not an excuse, but it makes it hard as ****. My dad had a tough upbringing and struggled through college while working a full time job and now drives an hour and a half each way, works 10 hour days and then works on the computer at home. He thinks hard work solves everything. It's not true. I wish someone who had add could answer this. I'm in 9th grade. I'm in ******* advanced cles and I can't do anything. I like to play xbox and my dad hates it. Literally everyone plays as much or more than I do. But they think i play way too much and they say "you just sit in a dark room and play xbox like some kind of slob. " like Jesus ******* Christ. As if everyone else doesn't do that. They get pissed cause I don't want to go on a walk with them or spend time with my sister. Holy **** I'm not 10 years old. I want to ******* play xbox. All my damn friends do and everyone in the damn generation does. They tell me I'm not gonna be anything and my neighbor who hated his mom too gets to go on vacation 2 times a year so do your work. I'm not interested in being ******* wealthy as **** and not enjoying life. Sure I want to have a good life and have a nice house and that **** but people enjoy life without living in a 4000 square foot house going on vacation. My parents yelled at me because I didn't get up and missed the bus and I had my alarm set but I slept through it. Knowing my dad, he proceeded to swear at me for making my mom late, even though her alarm didn't go off and tell me that **** about xbox. I have 2 bus stops and usually go to the second one because it's 10 minutes later so it's more convenient. Yelled at.